100 great things about SaskatchewanThere are many more out there. What's your favorite thing about Saskatchewan? What do you think sets us apart from the nation and the world? 1. Thunderstorms! The best show on earth. 2. The easiest province in the country to draw. 3. Get your binoculars out! There are 427 documented species of birds in Saskatchewan. 4. Scotty, the T.rex skeleton discovered near Eastend. The remains are 65 million years old, and they grabbed the world's attention when they were unearthed. 5. Olympic gold medallist in women's hockey, Hayley Wickenheiser, is from Shaunavon. She's judged to be the best female hockey player in the world right now. 6. Lorna Crozier, the winner of the 1992 Governor General's Award for Poetry, was born in Swift Current. 7. Prince Albert is the only constituency in Canada that has ever been represented by three prime ministers (William Lyon Mackenzie King, John Diefenbaker and Sir Wilfrid Laurier). 8. Actor John Vernon (National Lampoon's Animal House, Wojeck and Dirty Harry) was born in Zehner. 9. You probably don't know this, but Saskatchewan is one of the few places in North American where you can see magnificent whooping cranes relatively up close. 10. 100,000 lakes and rivers (beat that, Minnesota). 11. Famed folk singer Joni Mitchell was raised in Saskatoon. 12. All RCMP in Canada are trained in Regina. 13. Regina's Wascana Centre is one of the largest urban parks in North America. 14. More doilies per capita than any other province. 15. The Saskatchewan Roughriders. 16. Saskatchewan Roughriders fans. 17. We have spaces between communities, not suburbs. 18. One of the best places to live in the world according to the United Nations Human Development Index. 19. A host of former hockey greats are from Saskatchewan - Gordie Howe (Floral), Wendell Clark (Kelvington), Bryan Trottier (Val Marie), Johnny Bower (Prince Albert) and Eddie Shore (Fort Qu'Appelle) just to name a few. Other NHL notables include Doug Wickenheiser (Regina), Dirk Graham (Regina) and Theoren Fleury (Oxbow). 20. Two national parks, 34 provincial parks and over 100 regional parks. 21. The first Ukrainian Governor General of Canada was from Saskatchewan (Ray Hnatyshyn). 22. While we're at it...the first female Governor General of Canada, Jeanne Sauvé, was from Prud'homme. 23. Author Guy Vanderhaeghe from Esterhazy (the 1996 recipient of the Governor General's Literary Award for his novel The Englishman's Boy). 24. The Regina Five - Ken Lochhead, Art McKay, Ron Bloore, Ted Godwin and Doug Morton - five painters who received international acclaim in the 1960s for their artistic and creative works. 25. People who can overcome drought, tornadoes, wind, minus 40 degree weather, earthquakes, grasshoppers, mosquitoes, BSE and anything nature can throw our way. 26. We're home to the Notre Dame Hounds in Wilcox who have produced such great hockey players as Brad Richards, Rod Brind' Amour, Curtis Joseph, Wendell Clark and Vincent Lecavalier. 27. The state-of-the-art First Nations University of Canada is in Regina. 28. Actor Leslie Nielsen, star of Airplane and Naked Gun, is from Regina. His father was an RCMP officer and his brother, Erik, was a former Deputy Prime Minister of Canada. 29. We make great jellied salads, and we're okay with calling them "salads" even though there isn't one lick of lettuce in them. 30. Allan Fotheringham, the long-time smart and sardonic columnist for Maclean's, is originally from Hearne. 31. Actor Kiefer Sutherland is the grandson of one of our premiers (Tommy Douglas). 32. No hurricanes or volcanoes. 33. We can smell when it's going to rain. You can't do that in Toronto. 34. Where else can a whole generation of people recite every episode of The Flintstones? (Except for the first seven minutes of each one; we were still on our way home for lunch then.) 35. A low cost of living. We can afford homes in Saskatchewan that people in Vancouver, Victoria, Toronto and Montreal can only dream of owning. 36. Because of our strong agricultural community, we have a good sense of earth, land and where our food comes from. Whether you live on a 37. If you get into car trouble on a highway or road, invariably someone stops to help you. 38. An array of First Nations cultures - Woodland Cree, Swampy Cree, Plains Cree, Saulteaux, Dene, Dakota, Nakota, Lakota, and the Métis - complete with rich cultural histories. 39. W.O. Mitchell, author of Who Has Seen the Wind?, was from Weyburn. 40. Dry cold. 41. Dry heat. 42. Author Sharon Butala from Nipawin. (Twice short-listed for the prestigious Governor General's Award.) 43. We're glad to report that renowned journalists Pamela Wallin, Keith Morrison and Eric Malling are all from Saskatchewan. 44. The first co-operative oil refinery in the world was built in Regina in 1934. 45. The idea that rang around the hemisphere: no one should ever die because they didn't have enough money to see a doctor - our medicare system. 46. We don't have rush hours. We have rush minutes. 47. Wanuskewin Heritage Park - findings older than the Great Pyramids of Egypt make this area unique. Tipi rings, stone cairns, a medicine wheel and many more artifacts dating back more than 8,000 years. 48. The Big Muddy (near Big Beaver) in south central Saskatchewan was the only Canadian stop on the Outlaw Trail - a trail that ran from Canada to Mexico and was used by Butch Cassidy and his gang to elude them thar authorities. 49. The Qu'Appelle Valley. 50. A multitude of incredible festivals ranging from Dragon Boat Races and the Festival of Words to the Saskatoon Fringe Festival, the Regina Folk Festival and Ness Creek Music Festival (complete with bears). 51. Lake Manitou near Watrous, complete with legendary healing powers. Plus it's almost three times saltier than the Dead Sea in Jordan, making it impossible for a person to sink. That's cool. 52. Saskatoon berries. Yum. 53. Saskatchewan is the site of North America's oldest bird sanctuary, established in 1887 at Last Mountain Lake. An important breeding ground for approximately 100 species, this area is used by over 280 species of birds during migration. From mid-August until the end of October, a breathtakingly more than 75,000 sandhill cranes and 400,000 geese use the lake as a stopover. 54. The farm mentality of "we can fix anything." 55. Saskatchewan is Canada's sunniest province. 56. Saskatchewan produces more than 54 per cent of the wheat grown in Canada. 57. A key part of Canadian history occurred in Saskatchewan - the North West Rebellion of 1885, led by Louis Riel. 58. Saskatchewan has more road surface than any other province in Canada, with a total of 150,000 miles (250,000 km). 59. The first Girl Guide Cookies in Canada were baked and sold in Regina in 1927 by Christina Riepsamen. She started baking cookies in her home to raise money for camping equipment for her Girl Guide group. The cookies were sold in brown paper bags for 10 cents a dozen. 60. The first air ambulance service in North America (and the Commonwealth). 61. Internationally known singer/songwriter Buffy Sainte-Marie was born on the Piapot Reserve in the Qu'Appelle Valley. 62. The first Automated Banking Machine (ABM), or Automated Teller Machine (ATM), in North America was implemented in Saskatchewan. We debuted the first debit cards and debit card transaction in North America as well. 63. Comedian Brent Butt, star of the TV show Corner Gas, is from Tisdale. 64. In 1947, Saskatchewan passed the first general human rights act in North America. This was one year before the UN General Assembly passed its Universal Declaration of Human Rights. 65. No bugs in the winter. 66. Unique events - like the Wynyard Chicken Chariot Races and the Lumsden Duck Derby. 67. If you're shut in with a sick kid, people know somehow, and things show up on your doorstep - fresh bread, books to read, soup...and hundreds and hundreds of pounds of lasagna. 68. Powwows. 69. Cabbage rolls and perogies made by hand - and the hands belong to Baba. 70. Flat is great... flat is what you want when you're cycling for hours. 71. Drive half an hour out of town and take a walk. 72. The Hanson Buck - Milo Hanson of Biggar is a virtual celebrity in hunting circles. He holds the world record for a white tail deer: its inside spread measures just over 27 inches, and six of the rack's 10 main points exceed 11 inches. 73. Saskatchewan's north - one of the last wild and beautiful places on the earth. 74. More writers than you can shake a stick at. 75. The colour of our summers - the exquisiteness of flax fields, the sunshine yellow of canola, the amber waves of wheat...all contrasted with rich, dark earth. 76. The smell of freshly cut hay. 77. Saskatchewan is a you-can-do-anything-you-want kind of place. There is so much opportunity. Because we're friendly, helpful people, it's easy to make connections to get you started. You can break from your family tradition to do any career or start any business...and do well at it. 78. Canada's first heavy oil upgrader was built in Regina in 1988. 79. On any given weekend, you can hop in your car and then eat your way around the world (French food in Gravelbourg, Thai in Moose Jaw, Dutch-Indonesian in Lumsden, Ukrainian in Yorkton, Ethiopian in Regina, Japanese in Saskatoon...). 80. Our whole arts community - the idea that a place needs more than an economy - it needs a soul - and artists are necessary to that. 81. People care. 82. Perch, trout, walleye. Need we say more? 83. Community. We show it over and over again - Saskatchewan people give more time and money to help others than anywhere else in Canada. 84. No tropical plants that eat people. 85. No tropical animals that eat people. 86. If you're a fisherman, Len Thompson, a farmer from Abernethy, invented the legendary "five of diamonds" or "red & white" fishing lures here. 87. The former Governor of the Bank of Canada - Canada's chief banker and monetary policy maker - Gordon Thiessen, grew up in a number of Saskatchewan towns and graduated from high school in Moosomin. 88. We boast our own fashions - Farm Eye for the City Guy - jeans, a good shirt and a jean jacket, even in minus 40 degree weather. 89. Allan Sapp - the world-renowned, Plains-Cree artist and painter grew up on the Red Pheasant Indian Reserve. 90. Saskatchewan is "can-do-co-operative country." We know how to get the job done, together, to the best of our collective abilities. 91. Tell the Energizer Bunny to move over: from minus 40 to plus 40 degrees Celsius (with or without 30 kph winds) - Saskatchewan keeps going...and going...and going... 92. The fastest woman on ice is from Saskatoon: Olympic gold medallist/speedskater Catriona Le May Doan. 93. We can see all the stars at night. 94. The relentless, yet comforting sound of crickets, no matter where you are. 95. Olympic gold medallist and three-time world champion curler, Sandra Schmirler and her team from Regina. 96. The fact that people still wave hello on country roads - whether they know you or not. 97. The northern lights. 98. Incredible sunsets. 99. Amazingly friendly people who always have coffee on. 100. Our big sky...as far as the eye can see. | |
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Saskatchewan - Land of the living Skies
Sunday, April 22, 2007
New day brings a new blog entry !!!
To start this off I would like to say ...
So well, atleast I need someone grew balls and gave an opinion to my blog haha. Yes she is a woman, thanks Mallory. I appreciated everything you wrote and understand. I thank you for actually standing up and voicing your opinion.
What else is on my mind, well Misty Lynn will be here in 16 days, wow can you believe it. It has been over 6 months since I last seen here, so far away but yet soo close to my heart, and now she will finally be here with me. Im so excited, can't wait.
To add, questions questions questions I know they are gonna arise, when people read her msn name, or see the picture in my blog, well let the questions come in, and the answers to them will be given. Never let a question go unheard.
Yup you seen right, it sure is an engagement ring, yes its for Misty Lynn, the one I will marry. First things first, is for me to propose to here, well, I got lots of places to choose from, so it shall be a surprise, to when I bend down on one knee and say Misty Lynn Scopie, Will You Marry Me ????
I can hardly wait for that day. It will truly be a wonderful day, very special indeed.
I love this girl soo much, I care for her soo deeply, always wondering if she is safe, and healthy, and when she is here, I will be her safety, be her armor, and keep her 100% healthy. By all means neccessary.
I tend to take after my dad, so I have been told, I see it alot to, I care deeply for people, my family, my fiance Misty Lynn. I care that the are safe and secure, I care that they are healthy. I just watch out for others more then myself. I am a supporter, and I will fully support Misty Lynn, as does my dad with our family, you just learn to respect everyone, not take things for granted, and keep the ones safe that are close to you.
At times I am meek and quiet, other times, I speak out and let people know whats on my mind. They are both good things in different situations, the other thing I do good, is listen, I was told I am a very good listener, that may be why my hearing is very keen, I believe in a relationship communication is key, be it the one whos speaks, or the one who listens.
Relationships are built on trust, honesty, communications, with all those build a solid foot print, not one in sand as it washes away, but in stone so it will last forever. Well you love someone you shouldn't really write in in a heart, as they can break, you should write in in a circle, as it goes on forever.
We have been together since January 11, 2006, Wow, can you believe how long it has been.
Thats all for now,
Signed off
So well, atleast I need someone grew balls and gave an opinion to my blog haha. Yes she is a woman, thanks Mallory. I appreciated everything you wrote and understand. I thank you for actually standing up and voicing your opinion.
What else is on my mind, well Misty Lynn will be here in 16 days, wow can you believe it. It has been over 6 months since I last seen here, so far away but yet soo close to my heart, and now she will finally be here with me. Im so excited, can't wait.
To add, questions questions questions I know they are gonna arise, when people read her msn name, or see the picture in my blog, well let the questions come in, and the answers to them will be given. Never let a question go unheard.
Yup you seen right, it sure is an engagement ring, yes its for Misty Lynn, the one I will marry. First things first, is for me to propose to here, well, I got lots of places to choose from, so it shall be a surprise, to when I bend down on one knee and say Misty Lynn Scopie, Will You Marry Me ????
I can hardly wait for that day. It will truly be a wonderful day, very special indeed.
I love this girl soo much, I care for her soo deeply, always wondering if she is safe, and healthy, and when she is here, I will be her safety, be her armor, and keep her 100% healthy. By all means neccessary.
I tend to take after my dad, so I have been told, I see it alot to, I care deeply for people, my family, my fiance Misty Lynn. I care that the are safe and secure, I care that they are healthy. I just watch out for others more then myself. I am a supporter, and I will fully support Misty Lynn, as does my dad with our family, you just learn to respect everyone, not take things for granted, and keep the ones safe that are close to you.
At times I am meek and quiet, other times, I speak out and let people know whats on my mind. They are both good things in different situations, the other thing I do good, is listen, I was told I am a very good listener, that may be why my hearing is very keen, I believe in a relationship communication is key, be it the one whos speaks, or the one who listens.
Relationships are built on trust, honesty, communications, with all those build a solid foot print, not one in sand as it washes away, but in stone so it will last forever. Well you love someone you shouldn't really write in in a heart, as they can break, you should write in in a circle, as it goes on forever.
We have been together since January 11, 2006, Wow, can you believe how long it has been.
Thats all for now,
Signed off
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Lil about me !!!
Well I know I already added two blogs today, so why not make a charming third. To clear things up.
What more would I have to say in this third one you.
Well, I would like to tell people who don't know me a bit about myself.
They always say one can never have enough knowledge, people hunger for knowledge, for truth, me being one of those people that do. So what do I do to do that, I continually educate myself on every subject I possible can, be it human behavior, politics, computer, entertainment, sports, finance, health, and the list goes on and on.
I myself am never short for answers, you ask me a question, guaranteed you get an answer right back, if not at the time, you will soon thereafter. So when people make assumptions and or try and hide things they don't want me to see or others to see, I spot it, no hiding it from me, so people please do not beat around the bush. Its not worth my time to have a scallywag say all this stuff or possible nothing to my face, but behind it, and not have a difinitive answer to back it up.
I myself am not perfect, no one is quite frankly, but when I say something, I can back it up, as I do my research more then people think
On top of that I have about 3-4 years of schooling, from 3D animation to Network Administration as well as programming.
So is this me bragging about what I have, no actually it isn't at all, just mostly me saying, if you got something to say about one of the topics I study, please have evidence to back up your case.
And as well people should not make judgements whether or not a person goes to church, where in church a person sits, be it the back or the front, God is all around us, He is in us. So please don't limit Him to being only in one place, cause He isn't.
My faith, all my life I have believed in Creator God, if it wasn't for Him none of us would be here. Yes its true I did not attend church until I met my amazing fiance Misty Lynn, but does that make me a different person, because I never went to church, but still believed in God Almighty. And I thank her with all my heart and soul for all the help she has helped me with and taught me spiritually, cause honestly without her I don't know where I would be right now.
So I shall be there to visit those ney sayers, who I love to prove wrong, its so fun, and to those who support us 100%.
God Bless those who read this and in all things, live for the truth
Seek the truth, live for the truth in all things
Signed Off
What more would I have to say in this third one you.
Well, I would like to tell people who don't know me a bit about myself.
They always say one can never have enough knowledge, people hunger for knowledge, for truth, me being one of those people that do. So what do I do to do that, I continually educate myself on every subject I possible can, be it human behavior, politics, computer, entertainment, sports, finance, health, and the list goes on and on.
I myself am never short for answers, you ask me a question, guaranteed you get an answer right back, if not at the time, you will soon thereafter. So when people make assumptions and or try and hide things they don't want me to see or others to see, I spot it, no hiding it from me, so people please do not beat around the bush. Its not worth my time to have a scallywag say all this stuff or possible nothing to my face, but behind it, and not have a difinitive answer to back it up.
I myself am not perfect, no one is quite frankly, but when I say something, I can back it up, as I do my research more then people think
On top of that I have about 3-4 years of schooling, from 3D animation to Network Administration as well as programming.
So is this me bragging about what I have, no actually it isn't at all, just mostly me saying, if you got something to say about one of the topics I study, please have evidence to back up your case.
And as well people should not make judgements whether or not a person goes to church, where in church a person sits, be it the back or the front, God is all around us, He is in us. So please don't limit Him to being only in one place, cause He isn't.
My faith, all my life I have believed in Creator God, if it wasn't for Him none of us would be here. Yes its true I did not attend church until I met my amazing fiance Misty Lynn, but does that make me a different person, because I never went to church, but still believed in God Almighty. And I thank her with all my heart and soul for all the help she has helped me with and taught me spiritually, cause honestly without her I don't know where I would be right now.
So I shall be there to visit those ney sayers, who I love to prove wrong, its so fun, and to those who support us 100%.
God Bless those who read this and in all things, live for the truth
Seek the truth, live for the truth in all things
Signed Off
Update 2
More on my mind, so here goes.
Misty Lynn moves here in 17 day, can you believe it 17 days. WOW, I am soo excited for when she finally gets her, to finally see her again, last time I saw her was in Nov of last year, can you believe it has been that long already.
The best things in life are worth waiting for, I am so glad and thankful I followed through on that, Cause I truly love this girl with all my heart.
No one can tell me I don't, no one can break us apart, that is only up to God. He makes the decisions He is the one the judges, its not up to others to do, which they are doing. Yes people do do that.
This is the girl for me, we have now been together since January 11th, 2006, wow can you believe it has been just about a year and 4 months since we met.
When I met her, I knew from the start, the no matter how hard this was gonna be, no matter the distance apart from us, that this was the one for me, the one I wanted to share the rest of my life with, the one I want children with, the one I wanna and am gonna marry.
She was everything I was always looking for in a lady, caring, compassionate, sincere, trusting, spiritual, loving, giving, funny, intelligent, and many more to list. Out of all the girls I could have chosen, I am glad it was here, all she has taught me, all she has given me, everything she has done for me, I am soo very thankful for.
There are people that support her moving here, and some that don't. God Bless those that do. To those that don't, why, I would really like a answer to why you say no, stand up be a man come on, one of the worst things to do is beat around the bush. Its very immature, playing these little games, oh I am not telling him, Im not chicken, I can't speak up for myself, I left my voice be heard, you wanna be meek and not say a thing but have something against us, be a man COME ON, seriously, don't beat around the bush, cause seriously all in all, I know hate is a strong word, but I do hate people who can't speak up, Im an interagator, and need answers to (why)
As well, I guess people now are finally realizing, that she is moving, yup her plane ticket is paid for, was purchased over a week ago, and is for the beginning of may. Its a early flight, see how many people show up to see her off, those would be her true friends, the ones that care. You one of them.
And as well, to the ones who have used her, grow up, like come on, act your age not your shoe size, using people should not be, but it happens, and I seen it happen time and time again, do this do this do that do that. Is it not your responsibility, did you not choose to do that in the first place, don't DON'T push it off on another person, own up to it,
The only reason I can say this, is because I was used over and over, walked all over, that was many years ago, and happened pretty much through all my school years, I learned to stand up for myself, stand up for what I know is right, yea I do burst out and tell people how it is, isn't it a good thing, as some people just need to be put in there places so they can hopefully grow up. Looking back on how people used me, saddens me, to have to have gone through all that, using you and then dumping you trash.
There is a point in your life as well, well you come to realize, just who your real friends are and aren't. Lets start off by saying, TRUE FRIENDS, stand by yourside no matter how hard life is, through the thick and thin of times. There always there to support you, to help you, to guide you. (they give you advice, give you strong, give you faith, they keep your spirits up) there the positive ones, the help you as you help them.
Now to the others, the not loyal friends, who are they, well they are the ones that come to you, only when it is there convenience, only when they come crying to you for help, but when you need help, they don't have time, there busy, or this or that, these ones just be there at there own convenience when they think its about them only.
So now is the time to sort them out, who is loyal and there when you need them, to who is just using you as a pushover when there in need of you.
God Bless all those who read this blog, Take it with a grain of salt if you wish. But remember, I will speak the truth even if it hurts.
Signed off
Misty Lynn moves here in 17 day, can you believe it 17 days. WOW, I am soo excited for when she finally gets her, to finally see her again, last time I saw her was in Nov of last year, can you believe it has been that long already.
The best things in life are worth waiting for, I am so glad and thankful I followed through on that, Cause I truly love this girl with all my heart.
No one can tell me I don't, no one can break us apart, that is only up to God. He makes the decisions He is the one the judges, its not up to others to do, which they are doing. Yes people do do that.
This is the girl for me, we have now been together since January 11th, 2006, wow can you believe it has been just about a year and 4 months since we met.
When I met her, I knew from the start, the no matter how hard this was gonna be, no matter the distance apart from us, that this was the one for me, the one I wanted to share the rest of my life with, the one I want children with, the one I wanna and am gonna marry.
She was everything I was always looking for in a lady, caring, compassionate, sincere, trusting, spiritual, loving, giving, funny, intelligent, and many more to list. Out of all the girls I could have chosen, I am glad it was here, all she has taught me, all she has given me, everything she has done for me, I am soo very thankful for.
There are people that support her moving here, and some that don't. God Bless those that do. To those that don't, why, I would really like a answer to why you say no, stand up be a man come on, one of the worst things to do is beat around the bush. Its very immature, playing these little games, oh I am not telling him, Im not chicken, I can't speak up for myself, I left my voice be heard, you wanna be meek and not say a thing but have something against us, be a man COME ON, seriously, don't beat around the bush, cause seriously all in all, I know hate is a strong word, but I do hate people who can't speak up, Im an interagator, and need answers to (why)
As well, I guess people now are finally realizing, that she is moving, yup her plane ticket is paid for, was purchased over a week ago, and is for the beginning of may. Its a early flight, see how many people show up to see her off, those would be her true friends, the ones that care. You one of them.
And as well, to the ones who have used her, grow up, like come on, act your age not your shoe size, using people should not be, but it happens, and I seen it happen time and time again, do this do this do that do that. Is it not your responsibility, did you not choose to do that in the first place, don't DON'T push it off on another person, own up to it,
The only reason I can say this, is because I was used over and over, walked all over, that was many years ago, and happened pretty much through all my school years, I learned to stand up for myself, stand up for what I know is right, yea I do burst out and tell people how it is, isn't it a good thing, as some people just need to be put in there places so they can hopefully grow up. Looking back on how people used me, saddens me, to have to have gone through all that, using you and then dumping you trash.
There is a point in your life as well, well you come to realize, just who your real friends are and aren't. Lets start off by saying, TRUE FRIENDS, stand by yourside no matter how hard life is, through the thick and thin of times. There always there to support you, to help you, to guide you. (they give you advice, give you strong, give you faith, they keep your spirits up) there the positive ones, the help you as you help them.
Now to the others, the not loyal friends, who are they, well they are the ones that come to you, only when it is there convenience, only when they come crying to you for help, but when you need help, they don't have time, there busy, or this or that, these ones just be there at there own convenience when they think its about them only.
So now is the time to sort them out, who is loyal and there when you need them, to who is just using you as a pushover when there in need of you.
God Bless all those who read this blog, Take it with a grain of salt if you wish. But remember, I will speak the truth even if it hurts.
Signed off
Blah blah blah
Well well well, guess I am back on the blogger with more on my mind, why else would I be on.
So what more is on my mind, read and ye shall find out.
I have this thing about, I can walk up to a person, talk to them for 5 minutes or less, and tell you the kind of person they are, I can do it on the phone, and IM as well.
And as well I can senses things in my spirits, no matter what it is. I can sure say I have felt alot of negativity from people as well as not so good thoughts.
So there is two things I do when I usually sense that, go after the matter or let sleeping dogs lie, with the second one being the better idea, if I know I am right.
And there is people that could very well be against what I have right now, but thats there decision, they can go royally fly a kite and get lost, cause I sure don't care.
May be there jealous, may be its for other reasons, which ever it is, they can think what they wanna, cause I am gonna keep my chin up and move forward with the one I love.
People that do that tick me off, say this or say that, without anything backing it up, come on grow up, are you a coward, you can't say it to ones face, you gotta beat around the bush, BE a man already.
If there is something you gotta say, SAY it. No need to screw around,
Thats about it for now, but there definately will be more, just have to wait and see.
Comments these days as well are few if any, come on, can't nobody stand up, I like opinions, comments, just be a man, if you read this,
Signed off
So what more is on my mind, read and ye shall find out.
I have this thing about, I can walk up to a person, talk to them for 5 minutes or less, and tell you the kind of person they are, I can do it on the phone, and IM as well.
And as well I can senses things in my spirits, no matter what it is. I can sure say I have felt alot of negativity from people as well as not so good thoughts.
So there is two things I do when I usually sense that, go after the matter or let sleeping dogs lie, with the second one being the better idea, if I know I am right.
And there is people that could very well be against what I have right now, but thats there decision, they can go royally fly a kite and get lost, cause I sure don't care.
May be there jealous, may be its for other reasons, which ever it is, they can think what they wanna, cause I am gonna keep my chin up and move forward with the one I love.
People that do that tick me off, say this or say that, without anything backing it up, come on grow up, are you a coward, you can't say it to ones face, you gotta beat around the bush, BE a man already.
If there is something you gotta say, SAY it. No need to screw around,
Thats about it for now, but there definately will be more, just have to wait and see.
Comments these days as well are few if any, come on, can't nobody stand up, I like opinions, comments, just be a man, if you read this,
Signed off
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Well didn't think I was gonna use it and now look !!!
So what is it I am back on here for this evening.
Its just to straighten out things that have been said and such. You know what gets me mad, people that judge, be in cause of your skin color, your race, your education, if your poor or rich, and numerous others things, We people are not ones to judge others, thats only up to one person God.
What else do I have to say, I will just say I will let sleeping dogs lie,
If people are against something, should you not keep it to yourself rather then blow it at others. Sure everyone has opinions, but they are like donkies. Everyone has one.
I love Misty with my whole heart, I have never in my life loved a young lady this much. She is moving here in 21 days, actually 20 days now, going by your time over yonder. I knew that from day one, right then, I knew this girl was different, I knew this was the girl I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.
So to all you ney sayers, go float, With Misty and I's strength, will power, faith, and God by ourside, anything is possible, Nothing is impossible with Him by yourside.
You can think all you wanna think, think negative that is entirely up to you. People meet for a reason, God knows who needs who, and I am with the one God sent to me,
I am so thankful, so happy, and so glad that he sent me an angel. I truly am, I give Him the highest praise and Glory.
Thats about it for now, just had to get some of my chest, will be more in a bit.
Peace out Ya'll
Signed Off
Its just to straighten out things that have been said and such. You know what gets me mad, people that judge, be in cause of your skin color, your race, your education, if your poor or rich, and numerous others things, We people are not ones to judge others, thats only up to one person God.
What else do I have to say, I will just say I will let sleeping dogs lie,
If people are against something, should you not keep it to yourself rather then blow it at others. Sure everyone has opinions, but they are like donkies. Everyone has one.
I love Misty with my whole heart, I have never in my life loved a young lady this much. She is moving here in 21 days, actually 20 days now, going by your time over yonder. I knew that from day one, right then, I knew this girl was different, I knew this was the girl I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.
So to all you ney sayers, go float, With Misty and I's strength, will power, faith, and God by ourside, anything is possible, Nothing is impossible with Him by yourside.
You can think all you wanna think, think negative that is entirely up to you. People meet for a reason, God knows who needs who, and I am with the one God sent to me,
I am so thankful, so happy, and so glad that he sent me an angel. I truly am, I give Him the highest praise and Glory.
Thats about it for now, just had to get some of my chest, will be more in a bit.
Peace out Ya'll
Signed Off
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Just another day !!!
Good Day Everyone,
Here with more to say, to add to previous postings about various. So lets start.
So what more do I have to write about, you ask. Well read on and ye shall find out.
All that is happening is just non sense, look around, and tell me what you see, is it something that makes you happy, is it life. Look closely at it all, if you could just veg outside in the park or wherever you would like, and just observe, tell me what you see, is it happy. Yes / No
To my understandings I thought people are there to help people in need, to makes sure everything is good, every now and then doesn't it make you happy to hear someone say,
How are you ?
How are you doing ?
I sure do, as I can imagine as do others.
Injuries, sickness, its quite pathetic, everyone you know, you talk you these days, you ask how are you doing, and most of the time isn't the statement above true, there either sick, injured, or depressed, stressed or whichever it may be.
Its quite sad, very sad actually and its happening to families upon families, and it shouldn't be, shouldn't families be happy, worry free, so why are there struggles, living month to month.
I just can't say why myself, as I don't know the answers.
All really this post is, is just to let out, the feelings inside, of me, and others.
Well that is all I can think of for now, but there definately will be more arriving soon.
Till then
Take care
Peace Out World.
Signed Off
Monday, March 19, 2007
Additional Post !!!!!!
On a added note,
I am a person who will tell it how it is, no matter how hurtful it may be, I will speak the truth even if it hurts like a prick. I stand up for myself and WILL not let anyone walk over me.
My other peeve, when people rush me to get things done, or anything of the nature, they can bare in mind, the more they push me, the slower I work.
I don't put up with any trash these days either, someone talk's trash to me, they will get it back twice as hard. Yes I do admit I have made people cry. Thats the kind of person I am.
I am a person who will tell it how it is, no matter how hurtful it may be, I will speak the truth even if it hurts like a prick. I stand up for myself and WILL not let anyone walk over me.
My other peeve, when people rush me to get things done, or anything of the nature, they can bare in mind, the more they push me, the slower I work.
I don't put up with any trash these days either, someone talk's trash to me, they will get it back twice as hard. Yes I do admit I have made people cry. Thats the kind of person I am.
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Happy Anniversary, 14 Months woot woot
Good Evening One and all,
Back on the blogger yet again to do some more writing. So what is it I will be writing about today well read on and ye shall find out.
So today marks Misty and I's. 14 month anniversary. Can you believe it has already been 14 months since we met, and still going strong, time flies soo fast, Its craziness, its like we just met yesterday but that was 14 months ago.
I am just so thankful, so happy that I have a young lady like her in my life, to share everything with, to help me, to guide me, to care for me, to love me, all she does is like wow, I can;t comprehend it all at times, cause she does so much for me, more then she thinks she does, its the little things she does that makes all the difference. And each one of them means the world to me.
I have never met a girl that treats me the way she treats me each and everyday. It is a blessing to have her in my life, I thank You Lord for sending her to me.
Yes we have been through good times and bad, but we have changed, we have grown to who we are today with each others help, and most of all the help of God. We have gained strength, faith, patience, wisdom. And will continue to grow stronger and stronger each passing day. That we share our lives together.
Today I am wishing my love a Happy Anniversary and many more to come. She is moving here in a little under 60 days and I'm so excited for when she does. Will be soo wonderful and so happy when we are doing everything together, Yes everything under the books.
Till again my love, back to msn
With all my love
Justin
God Bless ya
Peace out
Back on the blogger yet again to do some more writing. So what is it I will be writing about today well read on and ye shall find out.
So today marks Misty and I's. 14 month anniversary. Can you believe it has already been 14 months since we met, and still going strong, time flies soo fast, Its craziness, its like we just met yesterday but that was 14 months ago.
I am just so thankful, so happy that I have a young lady like her in my life, to share everything with, to help me, to guide me, to care for me, to love me, all she does is like wow, I can;t comprehend it all at times, cause she does so much for me, more then she thinks she does, its the little things she does that makes all the difference. And each one of them means the world to me.
I have never met a girl that treats me the way she treats me each and everyday. It is a blessing to have her in my life, I thank You Lord for sending her to me.
Yes we have been through good times and bad, but we have changed, we have grown to who we are today with each others help, and most of all the help of God. We have gained strength, faith, patience, wisdom. And will continue to grow stronger and stronger each passing day. That we share our lives together.
Today I am wishing my love a Happy Anniversary and many more to come. She is moving here in a little under 60 days and I'm so excited for when she does. Will be soo wonderful and so happy when we are doing everything together, Yes everything under the books.
Till again my love, back to msn
With all my love
Justin
God Bless ya
Peace out
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Life
So why does my title say life. Well I just wanted to write a bit about it, as today while I was waiting to pick up my dad from work, I thought about everything.
And this is what came to mind.
I thought to myself, why does life have to be a struggle, why do people go through struggles, be it, health, finances, friendships, work, and the list goes on. I cannot say a definitive answer to any of those, but from where I am standing today, I see it more and more each day, all the struggles people are going through.
Alot of people have it hard in this world, and that is sad to say, the homeless people, the sick, the ones that just up and lose there jobs, because of lay offs etc.
There is alot of people living in poverty in this world. Its sad but true, I know alot of them, as I am one, I mean I have wonderful blessings in my life and I thank God for that. But there is people out there with far less then me. I do have it hard at times. My family, my wonderful girlfriends family. It really is hard on families when your living paycheck to paycheck and can't afford what other well off people can, the luxuries they have.
To me does that matter if I have that or not, no it doesn't cause right now I have what I want in my life, all my countless blessings that are blessed upon me each and everyday from the Lord above. So what is it exactly I am thankful for:
My health, my families health, my girlfriends health aswell as her families.
I am thankful for the love I receive each and everyday from those around me, the ones that give thanks for all I do.
I am thankful for the roof over my head, the food on mine, and my families plates.
I am thankful to be able to communicate on the internet and phone each and everyday to the one I love.
And the countless little things that matter them most.
Alot of people live day to day without realizing just how precious and how much the little things that they say and do mean to people. All the blessings each one of us receives from the Lord above each and everyday.
So here I am stepping aside from my post title of life.
I am so thankful that myself, my family, my girlfriend, her family and friends, Are blessed by the Lord above with all the things we have each and everyday
I just think to myself somedays, so why is there always bad news on the front page of papers, is there not nothing good in this world, something to be proud of, achievements, anything. Not day in day out the same horrible terrible stories in the paper, in the news.
There is a record high of homeless people, record high of unemployment, it is very sad. All over the city I see homeless people out side freezing, dressed in rags, dirty. I do feel deeply sorry for them, they ask for change, if I have it I give it to them, as they need it more then I. When I leave them, I say God Bless them.
I at times say people are dumb. stupid, idiots, I ask for Forgivance for that, because we are all unique in our own way, we are all Gods children. Some people just don't have what others do.
Nice clothing,
Good jobs, careers
A home
Nice new car
A family
Education
But at the end of the day aren't we all the same, male, female, gay, lesbian, or whichever else there may be. We are all one, Gods Children.
Treat thy neighbour as thy would treat thy self. Is very true.
More to come
Till again
With all my love
J
And this is what came to mind.
I thought to myself, why does life have to be a struggle, why do people go through struggles, be it, health, finances, friendships, work, and the list goes on. I cannot say a definitive answer to any of those, but from where I am standing today, I see it more and more each day, all the struggles people are going through.
Alot of people have it hard in this world, and that is sad to say, the homeless people, the sick, the ones that just up and lose there jobs, because of lay offs etc.
There is alot of people living in poverty in this world. Its sad but true, I know alot of them, as I am one, I mean I have wonderful blessings in my life and I thank God for that. But there is people out there with far less then me. I do have it hard at times. My family, my wonderful girlfriends family. It really is hard on families when your living paycheck to paycheck and can't afford what other well off people can, the luxuries they have.
To me does that matter if I have that or not, no it doesn't cause right now I have what I want in my life, all my countless blessings that are blessed upon me each and everyday from the Lord above. So what is it exactly I am thankful for:
My health, my families health, my girlfriends health aswell as her families.
I am thankful for the love I receive each and everyday from those around me, the ones that give thanks for all I do.
I am thankful for the roof over my head, the food on mine, and my families plates.
I am thankful to be able to communicate on the internet and phone each and everyday to the one I love.
And the countless little things that matter them most.
Alot of people live day to day without realizing just how precious and how much the little things that they say and do mean to people. All the blessings each one of us receives from the Lord above each and everyday.
So here I am stepping aside from my post title of life.
I am so thankful that myself, my family, my girlfriend, her family and friends, Are blessed by the Lord above with all the things we have each and everyday
I just think to myself somedays, so why is there always bad news on the front page of papers, is there not nothing good in this world, something to be proud of, achievements, anything. Not day in day out the same horrible terrible stories in the paper, in the news.
There is a record high of homeless people, record high of unemployment, it is very sad. All over the city I see homeless people out side freezing, dressed in rags, dirty. I do feel deeply sorry for them, they ask for change, if I have it I give it to them, as they need it more then I. When I leave them, I say God Bless them.
I at times say people are dumb. stupid, idiots, I ask for Forgivance for that, because we are all unique in our own way, we are all Gods children. Some people just don't have what others do.
Nice clothing,
Good jobs, careers
A home
Nice new car
A family
Education
But at the end of the day aren't we all the same, male, female, gay, lesbian, or whichever else there may be. We are all one, Gods Children.
Treat thy neighbour as thy would treat thy self. Is very true.
More to come
Till again
With all my love
J
Sunday, February 25, 2007
A Beautiful Girl
A Beautiful Girl
You changed my world with a blink of an eye
That is something that I can not deny
You put my soul from worst to best
That is why I treasure you my dearest Marites
You just don't know what you have done for me
You even pushed me to the best that I can be
You really are an angel sent from above
To take care of me and shower with love
When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear
And your touch have chased away all of my fear
You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile
It is even better everytime you smile
It so magical those things you've made
To bring back my faith that almost fade
Now my life is a dream come true
It all began when I was loved by you
Now I have found what I am looking for
It's you and your love and nothing more
Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment
In my life something I've never felt
I wish I could talk 'til the end of day
But now I'm running out of things to say
So I'll end by the line you already know
"I LOVE YOU" more than what I could show
Thursday, February 22, 2007
New Day New Post
Wow, Its been over 2 weeks since I last posted anything on good ol' blogger, I guess I have been pretty busy or didn't have much to say, But its time to write again in the blogger.
So what is it you ask I wanna talk about, well read on and you shall find out.
So today, I have been thinking, actually for the last couple weeks I have been thinking about my hunny and I, our relationship and everything. So what are my thoughts on it all, you ask yourself, well here is your answer to those bone quenching questions.
My sweetheart moves here on May 7th, I can hardly wait for that day. as that day starts it all, as her and I share more and more things together, out going for walks in the bike, biking, having dinner together, sleeping together, going places together, living together for that matter.
I am soo excited for that, as at times I get really lonely, just sitting here, and her there, I just want her hand to hold, her body to wrap my arms around, to be able to give her a kiss, a hug, just to look into her eyes and tell her how much she means to me.
So its around 74 or so days till that day arrives.
To get to that day we both are gonna have to work our asses off to make money and get everything ready, is it worth it you ask. HELL YEA. Excuse the language, but when you love someone as much as I do, as she does, anything is worth and both those parties will give it there all to make it happen. And you know what with my strength, her strength, our will power, our patience, our ambition, WE WILL MAKE IT HAPPEN.
She has just been on my mind alot lately, all she does for me, how much she cares for me, how much she loves me, she is just a blessing sent from God above, Thank You Lord, for sending me an angel who I love and adore with everything in me.
I know at times its rough, but with God by oursides anything is possible isn't it. We ARE gonna do this, I have faith, she has faith.
I can't wait to settle down with her, raise a family with her, to marry her, to spend our lives together, doing all we wanted to do, go places we always wanted to see, live for God and just be us without any stress or worry.
Thats what I want as I sure hope thats what you want aswell.
So I am sending you all my love and support,
And I can't wait to start it all with you here being us.
Your Man,
Always and Forever,
Justin Marshall
Hugs and Kisses
So what is it you ask I wanna talk about, well read on and you shall find out.
So today, I have been thinking, actually for the last couple weeks I have been thinking about my hunny and I, our relationship and everything. So what are my thoughts on it all, you ask yourself, well here is your answer to those bone quenching questions.
My sweetheart moves here on May 7th, I can hardly wait for that day. as that day starts it all, as her and I share more and more things together, out going for walks in the bike, biking, having dinner together, sleeping together, going places together, living together for that matter.
I am soo excited for that, as at times I get really lonely, just sitting here, and her there, I just want her hand to hold, her body to wrap my arms around, to be able to give her a kiss, a hug, just to look into her eyes and tell her how much she means to me.
So its around 74 or so days till that day arrives.
To get to that day we both are gonna have to work our asses off to make money and get everything ready, is it worth it you ask. HELL YEA. Excuse the language, but when you love someone as much as I do, as she does, anything is worth and both those parties will give it there all to make it happen. And you know what with my strength, her strength, our will power, our patience, our ambition, WE WILL MAKE IT HAPPEN.
She has just been on my mind alot lately, all she does for me, how much she cares for me, how much she loves me, she is just a blessing sent from God above, Thank You Lord, for sending me an angel who I love and adore with everything in me.
I know at times its rough, but with God by oursides anything is possible isn't it. We ARE gonna do this, I have faith, she has faith.
I can't wait to settle down with her, raise a family with her, to marry her, to spend our lives together, doing all we wanted to do, go places we always wanted to see, live for God and just be us without any stress or worry.
Thats what I want as I sure hope thats what you want aswell.
So I am sending you all my love and support,
And I can't wait to start it all with you here being us.
Your Man,
Always and Forever,
Justin Marshall
Hugs and Kisses
Sunday, February 04, 2007
A new day has come !!!!
Hey hey hey, guess whos back, back again, guess whos back, to add a post.
Its me Justin Its me Justin Its me Justin.
So how am I feeling and all you ask. Couldn't be feeling better about everything. Just about my health, probably a reason to why I have been having restless sleeps. As I am worrying to much about everything like I always do, and I need to stop doing that.
I think with the help of my girlfriend and God I can surpass that.
Its now the 4th day of February. And am I a changed man, I believe I am, but that is up to my girlfriend to tell me. Since the 2nd I have been super happy, always smiling. just overall feeling great. Everything is looking up.
I get my puter this week from the school finally, so I can start my course, as they say its better late then never right, after that I get my new video card, then to get my new lcd screen, and pick up some other odds and ends, aswell as loan my girlfriend some money for herbal magic. as I really want her to start on that as well as she does. We will do it baby :).
So what is it that I feel I have changed since the beginning of the month, well, let me tell you, Im trying really hard not to be a jerk to people, I do speak my mind don't get me wrong on that, but I don't take my anger out on anyone now, actually I don't even get as mad as I use to now. I feel so good about myself now. I bet my girlfriend does aswell.
On to other matters now, I can't wait to go on holidays with my love in may and june. So we will be spending time up there, then moving back here right after. Its gonna be so wonderful. I can hardly wait for that. Im gonna start saving up money aswell. From my student loan money and aswell as from work when I start to work in april or so.
I know my blogs tend to be a bit long but I explain stuff better through writinig then speaking at times. I was told I am a good writer, by a certain person, so that is another reason to why I write on here. The more I write the better I get right.
Well I smell supper cooking, so that is about it for me on here for the time being, will have more to write in the not so distant future, just basically wanted to write an update to my last post, where I made a promise to change.
Before I log off the good ol' blogger I do wanna add a few things.
This goes to my girlfriend Misty.
I love you ever soo much, all your kind words, gestures and things you do for me. Its all greatly appreciated, all your prayer and support through everything. Its just so wonderful that I can share all of this with the one I have been searching for all my life. At times I just cannot comprehend who I have in my life. And its just so wonderful, to have an amazing girlfriend.
With all my love and support,
In Gods Name We Trust
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Hey look its me Pablo <3
Another day is here is so another post aswell.
I have been thinking to myself lately, alot. As my spare time has been alot lately. So what have I been thinking about? What is the matter you ask? What is it I feel inside? What cause me to act this way?
Well I am gonna give you straight forward answers to what all of those are.
I just get out of control when I get angry at things. I freak out on everyone around me, is it right to do that, NO not at all, as no one should have to go through that at all.. And everytime I do that, later on guess what, I feel horrible, I honestly feel like shit inside.
There are times I say to myself, I am a failure, I am a nobody, I am a asshole, I am a jerk. They all have been said numerous times and thought of numerous times aswell.
I get mad at people who do stupid things for no reasons, or bad drivers when I am driving, just random things that piss me off during the day, turns into burning anger, and I lash out on everyone else around me because of it.
You know what I was told before, I was a nuisance to society. Well maybe its because of how I do last out and hurt others. Saying hurtful things, things that just come out, that should not have came out.
And then lately too I have been sick about all my tests and such, and all the worrying, as it really bothers a person when you hear stuff like that from your doctor. I just wanna be a healthy person, But the pain I sometimes feel, hurts bad at points that I lash out aswell.
So what else has been on my mind you may ask, I just miss you soo much hun, I get lonely alot and I try not to, I may not say much at all when we chat on the phone or on msn, its because by me just listening to you, it makes all that disappear. All the frustration inside me, from everything, disappears when I hear you.
I do with all my heart, wanna come up there in may to go on holidays with you, to see all the maritimes with you, as I have heard over and over just how beautiful it really is. And I would love to share that with you darlin. I would also really enjoy going to Katey's wedding, but I was thinking again to myself, that I should just come up early, 2-3 days before hand so I can see you before the wedding. How would you like that. I am willing to work as hard as you baby on this, cause I know and you know that together we can achieve it.
It also gets to me with everyone up there putting all the stress and pressure on you saying do this and do that, well they should start owning up to it, and not putting it only on you. And then your safetey, I do get really worried at times, for you.
So there are the answers to those burning questions you had inside.
Possibly another update to follow stay tuned.
Do know this Misty, I love you ever soo much and I know you are trying to be very patient with me, and I thank you for that. As I have been a nag, and a jerk to you, said things I shouldn't have and I am dearly sorry for that. Do you forgive yet again, for my outrages?
This I wanna say to youMisty, I wanna change, and starting Feb 1st 2007. I WILL CHANGE, as I am gonna put my mind to it, and stop being a jerk to people, to calm my anger.
I will start being a better person. This I promise to you.
With all my love,
Your Man always,
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
With you, I am strength, I am couragous, I am a somebody !!!
Hey there people:
So what brings me here you ask. Well I am gonna speak now about my last few posts.
First off I wanna start with., do I wanna give up, NO I don't wanna give up. Why you ask. I like challenges. I like change. And I am gonna do all I can to make this happen, to strive for what I want in life. To achieve what I wanted to achieve, be where I wanna be. To do what I always wanted to do.
I said I didn't get any of the jobs I wanted that I applied to since I came back. Now looking back on that. Maybe I have something else all lined up for me, maybe its just school that I am suppose to take until I get it done and then I will have a job laid out for me.
Maybe the other reason I didn't get on at Access is because it was outdoors and involved alot of work, and with my condition that I currently have is why they wouldn't hire me.
Also to add about my last post I said that I would give up on things, well if I did that I would be called a coward, worthless. a loser. I am none of those. I am better then that. With my strength, courage, patience, will power and faith I can pull through it and get to where I wanna be.
All from the help of my amazing girlfriend Misty. And God. God Blessyou Misty for all your help you give me each and everyday. I thank God for blessing her with that.
So what do I want, what do I need. You may ask yourself. I wanna be with Misty, that is what I want, what do I need, I need Misty, without all of her help and support I don't know where I would be today.
Hopefully by the beginning of march or the end of march she will be here with me. Us two living together it will be so wonderful. I will maybe work part time depending on my findings. And just continue with my schooling, Yes hunny I will pitch in all I can to be with you for us. Rent, furniture etc.
So with my school and then her school, we both will be busy bees. She said she is gonna work as many jobs and hours as it takes for her to make it here in march. I love you hunny soo much. We both will make this work with our strength, our faith, our courage, our patience and all our will power to move ahead and follow through on what we have.
I was just thinking again about who I have in my life and how much they mean to me, each and everyone of them, mean soo much to me, more then they think they do at times. I am so grateful, so thankful, that I have people like them in my life, so thankful that God blessed me with these people.
I would like to also say sorry to my girlfriend , as I have been a jerk recently, been angry, depressed over everything and took it out on her and I shouldn't have.
To my love, I may not show it at times and may not say it at times, that I love you, but know deep down in your heart that I love you soo much. more ways then I can express. Without you I would be lost. I am proud of you for all you do for me, for everyone, and I thank you dearly from the bottom of my heart for keeping me in place, giving me strength, cheering me up and helping me through everything. You truly do deserve a merit award for all you have done for me and others. You should be recognized for that. Im proud of you.
Thats about it for now babe, everyone
Peace out
Sincerely,
JM
So what brings me here you ask. Well I am gonna speak now about my last few posts.
First off I wanna start with., do I wanna give up, NO I don't wanna give up. Why you ask. I like challenges. I like change. And I am gonna do all I can to make this happen, to strive for what I want in life. To achieve what I wanted to achieve, be where I wanna be. To do what I always wanted to do.
I said I didn't get any of the jobs I wanted that I applied to since I came back. Now looking back on that. Maybe I have something else all lined up for me, maybe its just school that I am suppose to take until I get it done and then I will have a job laid out for me.
Maybe the other reason I didn't get on at Access is because it was outdoors and involved alot of work, and with my condition that I currently have is why they wouldn't hire me.
Also to add about my last post I said that I would give up on things, well if I did that I would be called a coward, worthless. a loser. I am none of those. I am better then that. With my strength, courage, patience, will power and faith I can pull through it and get to where I wanna be.
All from the help of my amazing girlfriend Misty. And God. God Blessyou Misty for all your help you give me each and everyday. I thank God for blessing her with that.
So what do I want, what do I need. You may ask yourself. I wanna be with Misty, that is what I want, what do I need, I need Misty, without all of her help and support I don't know where I would be today.
Hopefully by the beginning of march or the end of march she will be here with me. Us two living together it will be so wonderful. I will maybe work part time depending on my findings. And just continue with my schooling, Yes hunny I will pitch in all I can to be with you for us. Rent, furniture etc.
So with my school and then her school, we both will be busy bees. She said she is gonna work as many jobs and hours as it takes for her to make it here in march. I love you hunny soo much. We both will make this work with our strength, our faith, our courage, our patience and all our will power to move ahead and follow through on what we have.
I was just thinking again about who I have in my life and how much they mean to me, each and everyone of them, mean soo much to me, more then they think they do at times. I am so grateful, so thankful, that I have people like them in my life, so thankful that God blessed me with these people.
I would like to also say sorry to my girlfriend , as I have been a jerk recently, been angry, depressed over everything and took it out on her and I shouldn't have.
To my love, I may not show it at times and may not say it at times, that I love you, but know deep down in your heart that I love you soo much. more ways then I can express. Without you I would be lost. I am proud of you for all you do for me, for everyone, and I thank you dearly from the bottom of my heart for keeping me in place, giving me strength, cheering me up and helping me through everything. You truly do deserve a merit award for all you have done for me and others. You should be recognized for that. Im proud of you.
Thats about it for now babe, everyone
Peace out
Sincerely,
JM
Monday, January 15, 2007
Another update to what I said !!!!!
So what brings me back with another update. You ask. Here goes.
I got a phone call this am from Access Communications, what was it regarding, a job you may say, well it was for her to call me and say we are not gonna hire you at this time as we have one another recipient for the position. Yup turned down YET again by a company I really wanted to work for, Yup my friends thats two companies I wanted to work for, but turned down from both for the same reasons. Why didn't I get the job you ask, maybe I ain't good enough, maybe I don't have the right skills or enough experience in that matter. Who knows. I sure don't anymore.
So what am I gonna do now you ask. Absolutely nothing, as I have tried and tried and tried to obtain a job to where I wanted to work, something that I would enjoy doing, and now I don't even try anymore, As I get my hopes up and get excited, I start to plan things, and I get shot down time after time. Back to the bottom of the rubbish pile.
It just doesn't seem to be going in my favor. Always. Maybe its not meant to be, maybe nothing is meant to be, quite frankly I don't even know anymore.
Maybe we aren't suppose to be together, Quite frankly I'm not sure. As I keep trying to obtain a good paying job so we can work it all out and she can move here in march, but at this rate I don't have a job, and can't even find one, so where does that leave us, I'm not sure. I just wanted it all to work out, and it keeps kicking my square in the ass. Maybe it is time to give up.
Maybe they were right, maybe she should go to Bible school, I don't know. As the more we fight towards what we want, it seems to me the more we get our asses kicked.
So what am I gonna do you ask about all of this. I honestly don't know. I wanna keep trying on one side but the other side says can you win, can you accomplish it. I'm really beginning to wonder.
Is there anymore jobs in the city that I like, that I wanna work at, well for IT work there isn't anything else, possibly a bank, but I don't wanna have to have a job that I hate. Maybe if it all comes down to it, back to laboring it is, or construction, maybe I'm not cut out for any work in the IT field, maybe I'm not smart enough. I don't know.
But by what I see laboring work is what I will be doing. Sure its hard work and lifting, but I guess thats's all I can seem to get these days.
As for school, I will continue to do my schooling, where will it take me, what will it get me, Will it land me my dream career. Who knows, Cause I sure can't say.
Peace Out,
Justin
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Sunday January 14th 2007
Well time to write another post in my blog. So what brings me here today you ask? Well read on
As I sit here In front of my pc I ask myself? What have I done? What did I accomplish? Who have a I met? Who do I have in my life? Any friends? Any work? School?
I messaged my girlfriend earlier about how boring my life is. It is to a certain extent, me 23 years of age, no job, sitting at home all day everyday. It sucks. Came back In Nov. Applied at numerous places and got shut down, no work, guess I wasn't good enough for the position I applied for. So where am I gonna work, what am I gonna do you ask?
Maybe back to laboring work as I have known best, worked in that area for 4-5 years of my life and thats what I am good at. Yea it takes its toll on a person, but what other options do I have.
I remember when I graduated from CDI in 2005, I immediately applied for a job everywheres, I recall it was about 15-20 businesses I applied at pbut got not one, so I went back to laboring work with Kelly Services and Adecco and got instantly hired. So if thats what I have to do to get work that is what I shall do.
At times I just get soo lonely, staying home all day, nothing to do, no one to hang out with, such a good life. Thank Goodness for my girlfriend , other I would go insane.
So I hopefully start school by the end of the month, we will see how that goes and if I can obtain a job after I finish it. Or if I have to go another year or two in the course and continually upgrade.
Right now I do hold my Network Administration diploma and some certfications, but the workforce in this area just isn't looking for many now as one person can do the work of what it use to take 20-30. So maybe a job in 3d animation or visual effects. Hopefully I can do that? Maybe at home maybe a small company, maybe a large company. We shall see what is in store.
I have met alot of people in my life, some good, some not so good, well for the very few people I have left, I keep them all close to me and fear losing them as good friends, don't just come by easy.
I have been hurt in the past with people calling me down, calling me a "failure", people walking over me, using me. I got to the point where I was sick of it all and started standing up for myself, I tend to speak my mind now, before I was meek, quiet, kept to myself. Now I am the opposite. I tell people off and all now, as It gets to the point where I don't care, I get treated like rubbish Im throwing it right back.
I met a girl, on January 11th 2006, right then and there that this was the girl for me, I sensed it in my spirit, sure we both have went through alot this passed year, we had our ups and downs, but today we are stronger then ever. Thats what made us who we are today, all the faith, the strength, the patience and all the hard work we both put in. I can truly say I have never felt this much love from a girl before, never had this much support from a girlfriend before, and just never had a girl to back me up in all I do and wanna do. Its simply amazing, I am so thankful of who I have in my life. I am so proud of this girl I have in my life. Thats her name, And I am Proud of her for all she has accomplished, all she has done, and for all she wants to do.
I will be adding another update to this possibly later tonite or tomorrow we shall see.
To all those who have made an impact on my life, and have helped through the good and bad. I give my thanks. And say God Bless you, each and everyone of you, without you all in my life, I honestly don't know where I would be today, or what I would be doing.
I may have missed a few things in this article but I will catch up on it. In my next or the next after that.
Till again
Your truly,
JM
As I sit here In front of my pc I ask myself? What have I done? What did I accomplish? Who have a I met? Who do I have in my life? Any friends? Any work? School?
I messaged my girlfriend earlier about how boring my life is. It is to a certain extent, me 23 years of age, no job, sitting at home all day everyday. It sucks. Came back In Nov. Applied at numerous places and got shut down, no work, guess I wasn't good enough for the position I applied for. So where am I gonna work, what am I gonna do you ask?
Maybe back to laboring work as I have known best, worked in that area for 4-5 years of my life and thats what I am good at. Yea it takes its toll on a person, but what other options do I have.
I remember when I graduated from CDI in 2005, I immediately applied for a job everywheres, I recall it was about 15-20 businesses I applied at pbut got not one, so I went back to laboring work with Kelly Services and Adecco and got instantly hired. So if thats what I have to do to get work that is what I shall do.
At times I just get soo lonely, staying home all day, nothing to do, no one to hang out with, such a good life. Thank Goodness for my girlfriend , other I would go insane.
So I hopefully start school by the end of the month, we will see how that goes and if I can obtain a job after I finish it. Or if I have to go another year or two in the course and continually upgrade.
Right now I do hold my Network Administration diploma and some certfications, but the workforce in this area just isn't looking for many now as one person can do the work of what it use to take 20-30. So maybe a job in 3d animation or visual effects. Hopefully I can do that? Maybe at home maybe a small company, maybe a large company. We shall see what is in store.
I have met alot of people in my life, some good, some not so good, well for the very few people I have left, I keep them all close to me and fear losing them as good friends, don't just come by easy.
I have been hurt in the past with people calling me down, calling me a "failure", people walking over me, using me. I got to the point where I was sick of it all and started standing up for myself, I tend to speak my mind now, before I was meek, quiet, kept to myself. Now I am the opposite. I tell people off and all now, as It gets to the point where I don't care, I get treated like rubbish Im throwing it right back.
I met a girl, on January 11th 2006, right then and there that this was the girl for me, I sensed it in my spirit, sure we both have went through alot this passed year, we had our ups and downs, but today we are stronger then ever. Thats what made us who we are today, all the faith, the strength, the patience and all the hard work we both put in. I can truly say I have never felt this much love from a girl before, never had this much support from a girlfriend before, and just never had a girl to back me up in all I do and wanna do. Its simply amazing, I am so thankful of who I have in my life. I am so proud of this girl I have in my life. Thats her name, And I am Proud of her for all she has accomplished, all she has done, and for all she wants to do.
I will be adding another update to this possibly later tonite or tomorrow we shall see.
To all those who have made an impact on my life, and have helped through the good and bad. I give my thanks. And say God Bless you, each and everyone of you, without you all in my life, I honestly don't know where I would be today, or what I would be doing.
I may have missed a few things in this article but I will catch up on it. In my next or the next after that.
Till again
Your truly,
JM
